oh youu

I just dont know what to do with myself.

as of september 30

the world i identify with is going crazy. thank god for the stability ive maintained throughout my life. i feel a bit satisfied to know i'm not a part of it. i just feel a bit overwhelmed to have dealt with it.

for you

as hard as it is losing you, i dont want to lose myself.

we will never lose each other, though. this i know, despite the trials and tribulations we might come across.

for laughs

so an hour ago i went to the bank of america off broad street to deposit a check. upon waiting in line, this bag lady walked in. she reeked of piss. she had like, crocodile styled luggage. she carried everything she owned with this luggage roller. how cute.

anyway, she took a gander around the building and ended up in the small business line....... haha alison and i had too much fun with that.

also, the bank of america off broad is a bank for champions, especially ones with affluent parents and lifestyles.

i will delve into this later but..

i am increasingly infatuated with the possibilities this coming year has to offer me. part of it is the unknown that really gets to me.

i need to return to the old me.