i ask only for blood, sweat, tears

i'm soured and scorned (without you), not in a literal sense, just a feeling i get.

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this is certainly the highlight of my day so far

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trying to figure some things out. i might have to go missing next year for a few months. all for personal development. if i say i'm going to do things then i just need to go ahead and do it. i've got the money to even plan it right now. i think i will, maybe come may i will take a few months away, or if i don't do that try to get back before summer semester. i need to get outttt, seriously, i am strangled, i need to feel alive, although i would be lying if i said i haven't felt so these days.

because i do, overwhelmingly so these days, i've decided it can't be healthy. i simply can not be this content. settled in myself. regardless of anything in my life right now. i'm happy alone, happy go lucky, and charmed.

youth tyuho

microgestin

stand closer next to me; you're warm most of the time, warm hands, mostly strong; strength, i feel it inside of me; i can imagine it as it could be, more, but i'm too bold to confront it