blonde wigs and red heads

i am sitting and drinking an overwhelming amount of coffee; i feel so collected yet sporadic, as if my ten various elongate rope creatures can't connect to my bones anymore, so i just kind of let them writhe out of their spockets; i need to accomplish eight things today and it seems i need to take inspiration from very boring creations which enlist zero creativity just because i need to feel at ease about things. too much stimulation by inherently stimulating people can distract me from my work, and right now i just need to especially focus on things like ghana's resource curse and my looming stressful week because oh lord that's how it goes. so it goes.