'how i wish you were here'

false feminist death syndrome

biking by your house is a bitch because i really just want to hang out. too bad it's too complicated.

not going to lie

last night. :)

sensationalism

book

atlas sound 10/10/09

yes i am a fan, yes yes yes three and four times over, thank you bradford cox for making it a bit (a lot) more personal than kia made it out to be (which is why i referred to it as 'the bullshit' but i don't know how well that translates across a metal fence); i know it was just some 'free show' but i feel it, once again, attested to how prolific he really is

really good weed

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this. this is the reason i'm almost sure what i'd like to do with my life. (honestly though i can't want to see how he translates this into retail.)

3d

vid

im just bored, i guess, with things and all. give me a second to catch my breath. i was up by the train yard, my favorite part on wylie, right next to this house where i guess a lot of different kinds of people live because of their biodiesel mercedes and other variations of equipment. but i had to just, stop,
i just had to catch my breath for a minute
i almost wanted to cry
lately ive just felt helpless
but really i'm just all kinds of white girl problems that don't mean shit. really, i keep saying i need to get my shit together but i realized tonight that i need this, i crave this, i seek out this spontaneity in life because that's just how i function. i don't understand why the past few weeks all i've cared about is why, why, what does this mean when really it's just a question of what next, when, and now.
i love it when something is just so, completely wrong.
but then i almost got hit by a car while on my bike on the way home, so maybe it's my life's way of telling me something.