Thursday, January 28, 2010

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

hm.

when i see you i could probably think of a million things- to do with you, to say to you; but it's as if i'll never have the chance to. and i haven't, yet, quite, although i've tried through intentionally cryptic text messages fueled by my in se cur i ty. maybe i just want to plow through it all and not even bother with it more than i actually care to bother with it. does that make any sense?



please, god, let me make sense again. i'm nearing closer and closer to it. montreal for spring break with brandon. i love, love, love him.

Friday, January 22, 2010

things that i truly love:



-words in a neatly aligned sentence. i'm not speaking of grammar.
-my cat brushing against my leg while i'm peeing in the morning
-riding in the sun
-flicking people off who deserve it and should probably wake up from their blackberry ridden lives
-i still have my cucumber perfume. and it was a very dear gift
-pantha du prince- stick to my side (ft panda bear)
-my ridiculously easy semester
-i found a disposable camera in the graffiti house next door, as well as a candle

Monday, January 18, 2010

a personal

recipe of disdain

jealousy

dejection

amen dunes
When can we get together again?
Nevermind, I've lost you

Friday, January 15, 2010

splintering





















most of these photos are by ryan mcginley. his photos are my counterpart. the last sketch is by a good friend robby day; it reminds me of a dream creature. there are a few photos in here i don't remember where they are from, they are just saved files. one is by the late dash snow i saved a while back. one is a shot from grizzly bear's 'ready, able' music video. one is of me and was taken by my good friend mike wentz. the adam (coming soon: eve) photo in front of the teepee was taken by me thanks to alex burner.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

and just like that



it is funny how certain music reminds you of a certain feeling, a mood that cracks into your fingernails, a memory which will never ever make any sense but somehow seems to repeat itself, so that it becomes annual. rip.

nebbish

Sunday, January 10, 2010

i'd rather be sleeping

maybe i should give an update on my life.


our water pipes at my house are frozen, thus my life feels a bit frozen. this is mostly because my most basic living moments are spent so frozen. my back is really killing me, the pain caused by the impenetrable cold. moments screaming 'fuck this' in my head while i'm riding to work. mental note: start ordering parts online. i am so fucking lazy about things, i need to really alter that before it prescribes my life. but anyway, there's a really nifty peugeot in my living room right now that somewhat belongs to my roommate, but it's not really his size, actually it's perfectly my size, so i think i'm going to fix it up and adopt it.
nothing else to say other than i'm so excited for my loan money to come in, somewhat excited for next week because i have school again, excited for spring because this means by birthday and canada (by way of new york? boston?) and nice weather for me to pretend like i'm wearing clothes again.

pisces and virgo. i'm silly to think about it like that.

Friday, January 8, 2010

shore city

little did she know, it was going on. she was enveloping, folding; yet sprouting anew. like something that resurfaces every so many years. like those insects, who burrow for three years then come out one summer to mate.