i just dont know what to do with myself...

for those of you who dont know, i turned 18 thursday. and you only turn 18 once, along with any other birthday, but society marks this as the start of your adulthood. in a way, they're completely right. i am an adult now. but theres plenty of mixed feelings ive experienced. first, ive always felt like the youngest. i mean, ive always had friends both younger and older than me but it was always like i had some catching up to do. ive realized thats not so the case anymore. also, i'm really of the authority to purchase porn? how exciting. but blah blah blah. oh the places i'll go and good dreams will come my way... i'm totally overwhelmed...

other updates: got into georgia state, working at mellow mushroom, owner of a pair of timeless sunglasses, love my friends, love thy neighbor, nine months with my boyfriend, school... a few months till i graduate. sometimes as life runs its course you have to really observe the picture, and see it for all its worth. this is really happening, this is really happening. i made a playlist yesterday called "jeune fille," young girl, and thats just something id do when i feel that way. i'm still young girl, but everything is passing by and aging like it should. i still feel the same.

on another note, i found this channel that plays all that re-runs. how exciting.