because, thinking about it, what happened sunday was probably just out of. well. spite. my own bitter contempt that i had after saturday. which, was shitty, but completely overshadowed by non-shitty things. but anyway. my actions were not those which i would ever, ever do. minus the fact that i did it. and minus the fact that well, i sort of wanted to do it anyways. hence the reason why it happened. still, i let my sanity take place again a minute into my debauchery (which, obviously means i stopped i from going anywhere) that i really, honestly don't think that it counts. and really, it's not even a big deal after all, now that i think about it. moving on.
and monday is a completely different story. i stayed up till sunrise talking to someone new. maybe initiating something in the process. and i have to say that i'm interested. very much so.
but then again, the only reason why i want to consider these acts crazy is because i'm still in love with him, and even though i know at this rate it will wear off, i don't want it to.
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think i know what was up with sunday haha. i haven't seen you since then though. letz hang out soon, also known as we live together buttt still
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