How is it that, I know the people I've only known for so many months way better than the people that I've known for the longest? What about the people I should be close to? I used to be close to? Why does one remain a stranger, when they have full opportunity not to be one?

It's something I don't understand. I don't understand the gaps in conversation and full out silences when there's obviously so much going on in their head. I don't see what's come between this stranger and I, or actually maybe I do, but I don't see it's necessity and I'd really prefer for it to just blow off. Whatever it may be.

I honestly, right now, feel really taken for granted.